Sm[ash]101

4:57pm: ohmygosh. in such a depressed mood. in near hysterics. out of no where. damn me thinking. quick! realistic thoughts. realistic thoughts.

5:15pm:

5:33pm: i'm alone on this journey but alive none the less.

5:38pm: allowing thin hopes through my mind have shaken my mental stability.

5:47pm: brain retraining has commenced again.

5:50pm: "keep her" - the saturdays

5:55pm: talk of going on a mission cheers up.

5:56pm: then proceeds to depress again when talk of the money need comes up.

5:57pm: talk of learning a new language and the possibility of going overseas starts to cheer up.

6:01pm: proceeding to find a movie to go watch and cheer me up.